Being tired is not good. It drives me crazy like I can do something I’m not supposed to do. I get angry easily, sleep all day, and those what mother “disallowed” to do. They say mother is a human too, but it takes more than a mere human to be a mother. It’s not that I’m exaggerating a mother’s role over this life. But you know, sometimes I need a break but knowing that’s not possible is just tiring… my son is my ultimate reason to wake up everyday and I hope I can eliminate my negativity towards him. I love you to the moon and back, monkey!
Some people need an extra sense to at least learn some manners. How to ask and thank properly. For the giver may no need that, but really?! Is it that hard to say “yay, thanks!”?! Come on, it’s just a common attitude – be polite! They are not your fricken’ luckey who put slogan “your wish is my command” on their foreheads. Maybe you forgot (i hope it just is) , or simply don’t understand how annoying you are. So.. please be sober and wake up :)
can’t sleep day N-th. some things r still running in my head, over nd over again. lots are going on nowadays and i feel like nobody even think about it – maybe i’m over thinking. i’m such a doubting Thomas. d’uh!