Sheila Junniar / 1988 / Indonesia / Foucault's admirer / I was born when the sun currently transits the constellation of Gemini / I'm attracted easily by beach, get lost when traveling, and stars / You may say anything but your opinion does not matter to me.

Being tired is not good. It drives me crazy like I can do something I’m not supposed to do. I get angry easily, sleep all day, and those what mother “disallowed” to do. They say mother is a human too, but it takes more than a mere human to be a mother. It’s not that I’m exaggerating a mother’s role over this life. But you know, sometimes I need a break but knowing that’s not possible is just tiring… my son is my ultimate reason to wake up everyday and I hope I can eliminate my negativity towards him. I love you to the moon and back, monkey!

"Sometimes I’m on a social whirl, out every night, grateful for the odd night in watching television and catching up on my sleep. But then everything will slow down for a while, and I’ll be in every night, flicking through my address book, wondering why I can’t really be bothered to talk to anyone."

  -  26 August
"Two types of people who can’t look at you in the eyes:
Someone trying to hide a lie,
And someone trying to hide a love."


Some people need an extra sense to at least learn some manners. How to ask and thank properly. For the giver may no need that, but really?! Is it that hard to say “yay, thanks!”?! Come on, it’s just a common attitude – be polite! They are not your fricken’ luckey who put slogan “your wish is my command” on their foreheads. Maybe you forgot (i hope it just is) , or simply don’t understand how annoying you are. So.. please be sober and wake up :)

  -  20 August

can’t sleep day N-th. some things r still running in my head, over nd over again. lots are going on nowadays and i feel like nobody even think about it – maybe i’m over thinking. i’m such a doubting Thomas. d’uh!

  -  16 August

I can’t sleep because i’m really hungry.

  -  14 August
"When you’re young, thunderstorms seem scary. Like the sky is angry at you. But now that I’m older, something about its roar soothes me; it’s comforting to know that even nature needs to scream sometimes."

"It’s strange how people can long for something that never happened. How people can physically ache for an almost. A nothing that could have been something."

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